The Dilemma of my LOVE story Part 2

And so my dilemma continues...lately, in our relationship there has been a lot of challenges and problems. These are those moments that really make me think if my relationship with him is really worth a try. He said that he wants to have a baby with me. In all honesty, I really want to have a baby. The question here is - Do I just want to have a baby regardless of who the father is? or Do I really want to have a baby with him?. He has a lot of things to settle first in his life, like his annullment and child support case. (Read The Dilemma of my LOVE story Part 1). He said that he will do everything in his power to take care of me and my baby (that is of course, in case I get pregnant). But everytime I would see the mother of her child texting him regarding money or visitation schedule. It makes me think and ask myself if I can suck this all up. For the past 9 months, I have been dealing with this just by ignoring the annullment and his daughter. I know, I may sound mean but I just can't accept the fact that I will continue dealing with this as long as I am with him...to be continued.